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Que sera sera

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And this is how it ends
have fun with your bullshit




You know where to find me
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Madness

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"Quit the ambivalent pussyfooting. Declare your intentions or not at all." said my friend.

This kitten has claws.

And now I have finally seen the light
And I have finally realized
What you need

And now I have finally seen the end
And I'm not expecting you to care
But I have finally seen the light
~Muse
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Eindeloos wordt er gedanst in de lucht
Oorverdovend is de diepte

De sterren zijn stil
Er zijn bruggen zonder water

en daar, is hier.

Hoe ver je gaat,
heeft met afstand niets te maken,
Hoogstens met de tijd
~Bløf


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Tortura

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And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
and I'm terrified but I'm not leaving
know that I must pass this test
so just pull trigger
~Rihanna


I've choosen this path. This is my repsonsibility.

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Let's take a look at my 2013 resolutions and see what has become of it:

1. Get an awesome camera. Preferably canon powershot sx40 HS. Do something with it.
I took my Canon Powershot sx120 IS when I went to Hong Kong. There I discovered it ate batteries, very fast. It wasn't very eco-friendly, so I was considering buying one before coming back. But because there might have been tax I had to pay and no warranty issues, I decided not to. When I got back, my dad said he still had a camera lying around. Guess what, it is a Canon Powershot SX260 HS. Booyeah! It's crazy. It has an accu too!

So hopefully I can shoot pretty stuff with it :)

2. Pick up a new hobby, maybe dancing. Rock n Roll is awesome.
I took up swing dance lessons in Hong Kong. For the first time in my life. I learned in 6 weeks the basic steps of the Lindy Hop. It was crazy awesome.

3. don't suck at university.
I passed my second year. Not with sparkly grades, but I managed to pass.  Hopefully I will graduate this year.
During exchange though, I managed to get great grades. Even so, exchange courses were really easy and the professors weren't too strict. What really surprised me though that I got high grades for my Manderin course. I am lucky to already have a Cantonese background. I was able to pick it up very easily, and the pronunciation isn't too difficult for me either. I want to continue doing Chinese language courses, improving what I have.

4. change myself. grow. be a better person. cause i still suck at it.
There is still a lot of room left of improvement. However, I have learned a lot about myself the last year through my ex and when I was on exchange.

- I am a difficult person to be with.
- Even though people experience the same things, they can still have different views on it.
- Don't be too open, not all people appreciate honesty. It's too weird.

5. cook great foods, preferably sweets.
I did a little bit of baking the last year. I even made a no bake cake while on exchange. That's a pretty awesome achievement :D

7. be an exchange student at the hong kong university.
I was and it has been a fantastic ride.

8. meet new people. don't get socially awkward and shy
I met a lot of new people on exchange. Even though I haven't befriended a lot, I was able to get to know some really special people that will hopefully stay in my life. I can be a likable person. I can also be a happy person, it all just depends on where I am, and how I deal with it.

Be more pro active will be my next resolution. Work towards goals. Don't be passive anymore.

9. be happy and shiny for a change
The 4 months of Hong Kong were the most shiniest and happiest times I have been since a very long time.

10. make enough money to afford all of the above.
I worked so hard before I left for Hong Kong. Working 50 hours or even 70 hours per month while trying to combine my studies with my part-time catering job. It was hard, and it was depressing. I wasn't able to do much outside of school and work, so I mostly stayed in. There were some really nice moments with my friends and ex, but I lived a really restricted life because of my financial situation.

When I got to Hong Kong I was finally able not to have to work for four months, and had the freedom to spend it on whenever I wanted. I bought gifts for my friends, tried to get some for my family too and enjoyed the life. I was able to do stuff I have wanted to do for a long time. 

So what will I be trying to do for this year?
1. Be more pro active. Steer the direction of my life actively.
2. Choose the right Master. Chinese studies? Work & Organizational Psychology? and where?
3. Improve myself more. How am I towards others, be more conscious of my actions.
4. Continuing learning Cantonese and Manderin.
5. Try to find a job that adds more to my working experience than a catering job.
6. Get my friggin Bachelor
7. Start a vegetable garden
8. cook more with vegetables, I'm eating way too much meat!
9. Trying to keep in touch with the people I care about
10. Meeting new people and still not be too awkward

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