Sweetyvamp

"And I want you to know that even with all the bad that happened between us, that you were the only one I truly loved. Even your darkest sins, cruel memories and deepest regrets, never diminished my feelings for you. I loved all of you." At this point tears start flowing out of my eyes, and this sadness takes over me, making it hard to speak. My voice cracked as I continued. "You managed to bring the best out of me. I was a better person with you than I ever was alone. Even when I was extremely childish, unreasonable and definitely undeserving of love, you loved me. Even when I wrapped myself in barbed wire, clacking my demon-teeth and spit

"do not take it personally", my mother said after he beats my mistakes out of me, telling me that I never learn "but your parents still love you", they said he told me that I was worthless and only a burden to the world and watched as I tried to slit my wrist with a blunt kitchen knife "it will be ok", my friends say but it never was and it never will

I.In the darkness, I feel his body shifting towards me In the silence of his embrace I find the peace I have been searching for so long "I really like you" he murmurs. At first I was standing safely beside the tracks admiring you from a safe distance yet you managed to hit me right between the entanglements of my heart II."What do you think of me?" he asked. "I think you are adorkable!" I laughed. Honestly, you are handsome as hell smart and way too popular for your own good Still I saw your coy smile when you talked about how you like to play Age of Empires How you laugh out of awkwardness The endless amount of energy in the way you