Shop Mobile More Submit  Join Login
About Deviant Member StephanieFemale/Netherlands Recent Activity
Deviant for 5 Years
Needs Premium Membership
Statistics 318 Deviations 4,514 Comments 12,986 Pageviews

Newest Deviations

"There is a piece of brain lodged in my head. Send help."

Favourites

"There are always flowers for those who want to see them."
~Henri Matisse

Activity


And this is how it ends
have fun with your bullshit




You know where to find me
  • Mood: Movingon

I.

In the darkness, I feel his body shifting towards me
In the silence of his embrace I find the peace I have been searching for so long
"I really like you" he murmurs
.

At first I was standing safely beside the tracks
admiring you from a safe distance
yet you managed to hit me
right between the entanglements of my heart

II.

"What do you think of me?" he asked.
"I think you are adorkable!" I laughed.


Honestly,
you are
handsome as hell
smart and
way too popular for your own good

Still I saw your coy smile when you talked about how you like to play Age of Empires
How you laugh out of awkwardness
The endless amount of energy in the way you move

III.

That night
I caught you looking in my direction
Did I see it right? Or was it my imagination?

"Hit me baby one more time"
your prescence moves closer to mine
with all the people, the colours and the music
it feels like there is only you and me

You take my hand and spin me around on the beat of the music
being so close to you makes me feel light-headed
then suddenly, you pull me closer to you
as if you were going to kiss me

I feel everyone's eyes burning in my back
with my face flushed red, I quickly give you a kiss on your cheek
and I let go

for a moment, your hand still lingers on my back
and then you are gone

IV.

Don't worry," they said. "he doesn't know how to show it to you but he really likes you!"
I look at him from a distance. Always busy with other people.
Like a whirlwind, moving from one place to another. Never resting, never standing still.
I wonder if I am just another one

"I'm sorry," he whispers.
I rest my head against his chest while he puts his arms around me.
"I really like you, I just suck at this."


Time to go. Goodbye is the only thing that's left.
Somehow I find him looking for me. Running around in the distance on the parking lot.
He runs up to me and says "hey there, I've been looking for you."

[...]
I don't understand.
It was just a small text message, very innocent.
I should have seen it coming but I didn't.
The why's are killing me while days keep passing.
Only silence on your side

V.

"I liked that kiss."
"Wanna practice some more?"
"ofcourse!"


3am
we listened to my rockabilly cd
you made an omelette for me

Eventually we stood on the edge of the balcony
in each other arms
almost falling

Your touch felt eternal
your lips made me lose track of space and time
and I got lost,
so lost in you

Fin.

"So, what is this?" I stare at my drink and pretend that I don't really care.
He mutters and tries to avoid the question
"Quit the ambivalent pussyfooting"
"...I really like you but I am not really looking for anything" he replies. I laughed. The irony.
He gives me a guilty pity hug which makes me feel even more ridiculous




damn it.
A few days of Summer
I wish repeating your name would make it become meaningless
I don't want to look at you and see poetry

I don't
Loading...

Donate

Sweetyvamp has started a donation pool!
150 / 1,600
There is a llama shirt out there!

I appreciate every single point ^^ And I give llamas too ^^

You must be logged in to donate.
  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Deviant
    Donated Nov 7, 2010, 7:43:33 PM
    78
And this is how it ends
have fun with your bullshit




You know where to find me
  • Mood: Movingon

deviantID

Sweetyvamp's Profile Picture
Sweetyvamp
Stephanie
Netherlands
I'm an art appreciator.
I like to take pictures in my free time.
Occasionally I write a thing or two because thoughts can clog up my brain.

For everyone who is still reading this:
The sun is up,
the sky is blue,
it's beautiful,
and so are you

~Across the Universe
Interests

AdCast - Ads from the Community

×

Comments


Add a Comment:
 
:icondestiny3000:
Destiny3000 Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
What an incredible gallery you have!
Reply
:iconsweetyvamp:
Sweetyvamp Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2014
thank you! :)
Reply
:iconvahub:
VAhub Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2014

Hello:wave: Welcome to :iconvisualartistry:
We hope you have a great time with us and enjoy your stay!


Here are some informations:
:pointr: Submissions Guideline - visualartistry.deviantart.com/…
:pointr: Gallery Criteria - visualartistry.deviantart.com/…
:pointr: FAQ - visualartistry.deviantart.com/…


VisualArtistry is now holding a contest. Stand a chance to win points, features and llama! People who participated will also be featured even if you don't win so join now! For more information of the contest, check out: [Details]


If you like, donate to help us become a supergroup and to have prizes for contests and giveaways. If you donate, you will be featured. For more info, check out: [Details]


Regards,

:iconvahub:

Reply
:icondatweet:
dATweet Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2013
Thank you very much!
Reply
:iconsweetyvamp:
Sweetyvamp Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2013
np! thank you for the llama :D
Reply
:iconbadpicsofbugsetc:
badpicsofbugsetc Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2013
Thank you very much for faving "Feed me meat... or feed me flesh!" [link]
Reply
:iconragnaice:
ragnaice Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
You are featured here: [link]
Reply
:iconsweetyvamp:
Sweetyvamp Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2013
:D
Reply
:iconcupcake-rufflebutt:
cupcake-rufflebutt Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2012  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thanks for the fave on my Terra costume! <3
Reply
:iconsweetyvamp:
Sweetyvamp Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2012
no prob! :)
Reply
Add a Comment: